Pride (Won't Back Down)

Ya'll didn't think there'd be a follow up, did ya? Well surprise!

I had been listening to P!nk's 'What About Us' and at first thought

I'd do a shoot inspired by the music video, but I didn't have all those

elements available, so I went with the message it wanted to convey, 

and how that translate into the LGBT+ struggles we face today. 

The second verse and bridge in particular spoke to me and what

I had to go through growing an overweight, effeminate gay kid. And

I still tear up now and then when I really sit down and listen the song, 

because it's not something that goes away, it's not something that we pack

away under the bed when we'd had enough of it. Our scars, we walk around

with it everyday, and everyday is a consequence of those scars. 

"We are problems that want to be solved

We are children that need to be loved

We were willin', we came when you called

But, man, you fooled us, enough is enough.

Sticks and stones, they may break these bones
But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
It's the start of us, waking up, come on
Are you ready? I'll be ready
I don't want control, I want to let go
Are you ready? I'll be ready
'Cause now it's time to let them know
We are ready, what about us?"

And because of that, this photoshoot is dedicated to every single kid out there

who got called horrible names, bullied and got broken down, this is for you kid, 

cos we refuse to back down.

In All Seriousness

It's been a while! A hectic year behind me, finished my second

year of fashion school with flying colours and traveled down to Western

Cape for a wedding. 

I realise I haven't posted in ages, and I apologise, so here is a shoot from September

where I practiced Special Effects MakeUp as part of our MakeUp class. As soon as I

heard we'd be doing special effects, I wanted to do the Joker, but Halloween style. 

So this shoot was my test run:

I will post some instagram shots of the final face for makeup class,

along with additional looks I created to practice with. 

Ponderings of A Gay-sha; Memoirs Of A Gay-sha Part III

My Chinese culture has been playing a huge part in my

studies as a fashion design student and so this shoot was

my visual manifestation of the impact. 

I give you Ponderings of A Gay-sha...

Memoirs Of A Gay-sha: Warrior

Been incredibly inspired by Asian fashion of a late, 

and decided to do a continuation of the first shoot, 

Memoirs Of A Gay-sha, and also apply all of the

make-up techniques I've learned a long the way.

I give you Memoirs Of A Gay-sha: Warrior

Army

Was immensely inspired by Ellie Goulding's new single

Army, both for the lyrics and its simplistic yet oh so effective

video.

I can always do with some lifting up, and this song did the

trick. The refrain 'when I'm with you, I'm standing with 

an army', spoke to me in a million languages

and I used that as my main inspiration for the shoot.